I live in the UK. Certain towns and cities have announced their own new lock-down rules this morning. This means no visits to family members (which I was only doing very carefully) and no visits to care homes. I’m devastated. One of my closest family members lives in a care home and the idea of not seeing them is really upsetting.

I’m trying to think of the positives. What is upsetting is gyms, pubs, clubs and restaurants are still open yet I am not allowed to see my family in the garden? What the fuck? People are allowed to mix outdoors on benches and tables in pubs, go and get their hair done at close proximity but I can’t see my parents again?

I’m so fucking angry. It feels like a huge set back, I had come so far with my mental health and I honestly just want to hide away under my bedsheets.

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